BY ADAM KRAMER
STACHE WRITER
With the Alex Rodriguez steroid saga stealing the spotlight from Michael Phelps, baseball fans are forced to check their fandom at the door once again. He was supposed to be the savior. He was supposed to crush the all-time homerun record. He was supposed to do it clean.
While his leaner frame didn’t raise the eyebrows that McGwire’s forearms and Bond’s hat size did, it appears they all had much more in common than we thought. And now, the best baseball player of our lifetime will be forever linked amongst these outcast superstars.
As a baseball fan it stings, but as a Mets fan, the New York newspapers and baseball writers will create a gigantic tidal wave of controversy and turmoil. Some Mets fans will laugh because he’s in pinstripes, others will be thankful the Mets didn’t sign him back before his first monster contract. Some, like myself, will feel an indescribable twinge of question.
It makes one wonder about the other 103 players included on this now infamous steroid list, or anyone who was played in the last 20 years for that matter. It makes me wonder about players I’ve watched an idolized all my life. Steroids themselves don’t seem to bother me nearly as much as the deception involved. We feel wronged against, which we should.
I don’t want my favorite teams or players to be involved, which is why I find myself on the defensive. Without stirring an already boiling pot, I have to ask myself, what if any Mets are on this list? Is Mike Piazza on the list? What about current Mets?
I have no evidence of this other than my curiosity, and blind whispers that have questioned whether Piazza was clean throughout his career. The fact of the matter is that he was a strong, all-world catcher playing in a dirty era. I should also add he is one of my personal all-time favorite New York Mets.
Mike has of course denied using any performance enhancing drugs, and in my heart I feel he was clean. But once again I can’t help but wonder. How can we believe anyone anymore?
It creates a feeling of uneasiness in fans about what is real and what isn’t. Would Mike Piazza’s tear-jerking homerun in the first game post September 11th all the sudden be tainted if a drug test came back positive? Nothing can take away that moment, but my mind races, and yet from everything we know he has done absolutely nothing wrong.
It’s the poor decisions by baseball as a whole that have created this dilemma that we find ourselves in. I want to believe everyone when they tell us they didn’t do this, or they did it the right way, but I simply can’t.
Mike Piazza is only one example of someone who played in an era where steroids were seemingly everywhere. Because of this, he will be forced to where these black eyes like thousands of other players, clean or not. But for Mets fans, he is our player and the one we hope is excluded from the topic of conversation.
No, Alex Rodriquez’s steroid usage will never directly affect the Mets or their fans. But from a personal level it opens the door for more questions. More doubts.
I hope that Mike did it right, and as I mentioned earlier I feel that he did. But even if he isn’t included on the list, I am no longer able to trust a player on their word alone. Perhaps it’s me with the problem but deep down I don’t think so – which is the true shame in all of this.
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